Monday, April 6, 2009

Wish I had some good news...

Heard from the nurse and my progestrone level is 7 and should be a 15. I dont know exactly what that means, but am going to do some research here shortly. She called in a prescription for me that I will start today, and will take 2 each day. Hopefully this will get my levels high enough to where I could hold a pregnancy, if the IUI took. She said the levels right now should be 15 and if/when I'm pregnant they want my levels to be at a 20. She said that the levels dont mean anything as far as if the IUI took or not, and has had someone w/ a level as low as a 3 be pregnant. She is having me go in for blood work Thurs regardless, and said we should know something Thurs, Friday, or Sat. uggggh!!!

I have really tried staying positive and this just sucks.. it really brings me down and since I'm emotional as it is (and sleep deprived), it really just brings me to tears. I want this SO bad. Its not fair that we have to go through this when there are crackheads out there getting pregnant.. babies being born addicted to drugs (poor things!). Its just not fair! Ok, pity party over. ha!

6 comments:

da momma said...

your party doesnt have to be over! You have every right to feel these feelings. Your commnet is true. Its not fair! Keep your spirits high and take each day for what it is...There just may be a miracle in the making and that baby can feel your emotions! Deep breath, smile pretty girl!

Bessa said...

Don't worry. Stay positive. It will help more than the progesterone. And remember, progesterone over 3 means you've probably ovulated, which is great for the IUI. They're just giving you the pills to do a cheap "why not?" boost to the possibility you're pg. I wouldn't put any stock in this at all. Don't worry. Just wait until this weekend. You can do it!

Erika Edwards said...

I dont think you should feel like you have to end the "party"...its your right to feel like it isnt fair, and it absolutley isnt. BUT i believe in my heart that it will all work out for you and chadd. I know just waiting must be so hard. My thoughts are always with you and you can always count on me to listen to you...happy, sad, frustrated , whatever! I love you sarah and it will happen (if it hasnt already )

Jennifer Ortiz said...

Your right it isn't fair. Remember when I found out about Jude? That's all I kept saying. "Why do I get a baby that's had a stroke when crackheads can have normal babies?". It will happen though I know it will!!! I know it's easy to say, but try not to stress out. I have faith!

beckylbranch said...

I know it's not fair! I have PCOS and I'm trying to manage it by eating right and exercising...we are about to start treatments again! We were doing this last year before my husband decided to go back to grad school....and I'm excited to get the journey started again :) But God knows just the right timing for you! Take care and praying for your little miracle :) Becky

Shellguana said...

Hang in there team! I know it's hard but keep your chin up. Jeremiah and I are keeping you in our thoughts and prayers and we just know that it's going to work out. I have no patience either so I know how hard it is right now. Just try and relax... Hey, I have some good news for you. Your cookie dough is here and I can drop it off at your house tonight if you want! SMILE!

Love ya,
Shelly